Christmas Eve
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: last christmas,, (do u know this song?)
Topic: special days

1st of all, yes yes merry christmas!
have a great time ppls!!
just talked to maria, hee hee

today my vacation starts,, FINALLY!
puhahaha and at night i go watch ballet, forgot to tell u maria!
hehe don't know what i'm doing at this time of the night awake,, well ya I gotta do my academy hw but as u c, i'm not doing it right now.
i was sick a while ago, bad headache and was about to vomit a while ago,, so i guess i'm ok now.

ppl here say i get so happy with the small things in life. what they don't know is that i try to find them so hard to hide the other miseries of life.

but being happy with simple things isn't that bad either, guess that's how i've managed to stay cheerful today. i'm just trying to live happy again. cuz some ppl seem to freak out when i get depressed.

i really love the streets in korea where all the university students go to. i just went to kang-nam station with my mum, which is this place where there are so many people, mostly lovers; and ppl selling things and music and shops and noisy and things to eat,, and more becuz its christmas eve tomorrow. i bought a scarf, really nice one. and materials for a teddy bear- i'm trying to make one these days. and i'm thinking of starting crochet too.. hehe
so much to do...? heee

at least i've kinda gotten out of my 'depression pit' better b like this before i fall into it again.
hmmm.. thanx again for the poem maria!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

wheeheehee
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: angel song by Daylight (...korean song)
Topic: any-other day
i'm soo happy i'm done with my finals!! (that's y i didn't write for so long) i'm a 3rd grader now -_-; don't know if its for the better

o ya i should say what this all is; school year here starts in march ends in december. so um i recently finished my 2nd semester finals,, and u know i took 11 damn tests!!!!!!!!!! seriously everyone's in the study cloud here, i hate it. man and i still have problems adjusting so i kinda have to do a lot of improving... :(

o ya and one more thing i forgot; elementary is 6 years, middle school 3 years and high school 3 years too. so now i'm finishing 2nd grade of middle school technically 8th grade if u get it -_-
and this march i'm a 3rd grader of ms=9th grade,
finally!!!!!!!!!!!! -_-
not yet a high schooler though.
i feel so much younger :( a teeny middle schooler..
aaa whatever

my winter vaca starts on christmas eve; not yet hmmm the day after tomorrow,,
puhaaahaha just sounds like the movie lol
hmmmmm.. everyone seems to b off in vaca back in mexico. lucky,, anyways i hope u guys all have a great vaca..

o ya,, i'm gonna go watch ballet! The Nutcracker from the Universal Ballet in Korea; its the best company in korea;; anyways hehe at least i'm doing something for christmas,, not like last year -_- i didn't do anything last year! and mind u, for my b-day, i only got presents from my parents,,,

anyways its so cold outside these days! i'm wearing tights in temperatures below zero!!!!!!!!!!
u can see ice around sometimes,, and if u don't have a scarf u seriously freeze. man its cold here.
and then its soo hot in the summer! i kinda don't like it much cuz ur like freezing and then roasting, and then freezing again and then roasting.. hehe whatever anyways i just don't like summer. puhoo

its 1 o'clock again hehe i'm becoming nocturnous(?) ya um never mind. but most of u r on the beach! lucky! i gotta study this vacation... probably won't go anywhere. ya it sux. but i got used too much of everything being sucky like this always..
anyways

WEEHEHEHEHHE HAPPY CHRISTMAS~~
& MERRY NEW YEAR!!!!!

finally over!!
Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: none
Topic: whatcha smellin?
puhaha man its christmas soon!!!!!!!!!
i love christmas!!

i'm in a far better condition now u could say,,
i've finally decided to just move on
my vacations start on the 24th?
do u know how sucky that is?
vacation starting on christmas eve!!!
but for the better; cuz they go all to way to march 1st! heehee
i'm pretty bored for now..
gotta do my hw
anyways dudes

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

;;... wheew...
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Hit'em up style/ Blu Cantrell
Topic: any-other day
i like this song hehe;;
--------whatever heee nm that
it's raining outside.. well it was.
hmmm... have a society test tomorrow. f***

ppl say i have this 'mexican' air about me.
'foreigner' air; i hate it when they say that.
makes me feel more lost and different.
wish life wasn't as hard as this.
its hard.. it seems like i'm lost in two worlds.
i'm really tired of this s***.
i wanna go back soo bad.....

today's a depressed entry srry ppls;
i'll try to b bright the next time i write..
shiang thanks for the comment!
good night ppls.

happy halloweeny!!! hahaha
Mood:  silly
Now Playing: Nobody's home/Avril Lavigne
Topic: any-other day
shiang's message got me in a good mood..
doodledoodleheehee; lol
thanx shiang hehe
leave more & more commments! ^^^

the candy corn goes instead of a spider; heehee
didn't think maria would like it,, ..?
anyways have a good(?) halloween ppls!!

what a boring day today -_- not at all scary; just like any-other day..
got up and took a test in this new academy that i'm gonna probably go to(not school; a ha-gwon: nm this)
and then just went to eat and came home.
wasn't really in a good mood a while ago.
cuz there's this thing in korea and probably all confucianist countries..(?) about having respect to elders. and it was mom, dad and me on the elevator. we got on and this guy came. when he like got on it started to ring(the alarm) cuz we've gotten over the weight limit (puhaha; the elevator is weird, kinda broken) and i obviously thought i should get off for the 'elder'. so i got off thinking man ain't i moral. but then i get home and they just start saying y the hell do i do things like that..?
i was just trying to do things right...
but i've gotten used to doing things and ppl reacting like that toward me. i hate it sometimes but its like part of daily life.. i always do something wrong.

anyways i don't like being gloomy like this so hehe
srry for the intermission. hehe
i hope u guys r fine over there in mexico..
although its kinda hard to imagine what h.s. is like.. i wish i were there! he;
good day to everyone!
miss u guys so much!!